我·不·好·

最近的我发生了一些不愉快的事情
也让我很挣扎到底我要如何去处理
我哭我劝我讲道理
结果，我得到的是，你说你对我失望

或许我不该去保护你吧？
是不是要我不要管别人怎么说？
要我不看不听不管？

I hate tat my family being insult
I still trying to let go and to forgive
I keep asking God why He put should problem for me to solve and overcome
Why after so much I've done, I am still alone?

I am trying my best to stay inside Your word, Lord
Plz Lord, give me strength so that I can walk through this difficult path with You.
I need wisdom from You so that every word I'm said come from You.

pain

一位女兒告訴她母親，她最近的狀況是如何的糟糕：這次的期末考她幾乎被當，認識交往了三年的男友離她而去，卻選擇了她的好友，而她摯愛的恩師也罹病過世。媽媽沒多說甚麼，只想做一件讓女兒開心的事。媽媽帶著女兒，一起走入廚房，開始準備做蛋糕的器具和原料。

媽媽溫柔的說：「你喜不喜歡吃媽媽做的蛋糕啊？」
女兒說：「媽，你知道我最愛吃你做的蛋糕了！」
「那好吧！」媽媽笑笑的說：「你先嚐嚐這些橄欖油如何？」
女孩有點難以置信的回答：「為甚麼？我才不要喝！」
「那先吃兩顆蛋吧？」
女孩說：「媽，你是不是在開玩笑啊？」
「那吃點麵粉吧？」
「吃了會生病吧？媽！」
這時候媽媽說：「所有未煮的材料，味道都很難吃，可是當你把它們的加在一起的時候，便會變成美味好吃的蛋糕！」


上帝也像這位廚師一樣，當我們問自己，為何上帝讓我們經歷痛苦的時候，其實，一時之間我們無法理解，但終久必然明白祂的美意。

聖經上說：「萬事都互相效力，叫愛神的人得益處。」

下半年了！

Finally half of 2011 had juz passed.
The worse thing is, i realize that i'm getting older n older n older.... lol
My mum was getting worrier n worrier n worrier coz i'm stil single n available. hahahahaha!

The bday prayer that i got from my family was "faster find 1 bf, getting slimmer n slimmer", n seriously, i hope the prayer will become true! AMEN!

I'm fully adopt the life in kampar, frens always ask me, "y u didnt go bak home geh?"
hmmmmmmmm.... actually, i cant think of any answer to reply.
the train ticket price had rise, the way bak to home is getting costly n tired.

I got a goal for this sem~! that is raise my cgpa as high as possible!! erhmmm, but i cant tell u wat is my cgpa now. lol

GOD BLESS U ALL!!!!